Even though we had

Remembrance day off it was still a long week, and I'm glad I have a couple of days off. 

When I signed up for this current project I thought it was for the duration of the project and nobody had come forward to inform me otherwise. I forgot to ask yesterday what my shift for next week will be. I just assumed. After dinner I realized, wait now, I hadn't mentioned my availability to the boss. So about an hour ago I left a message on his answering machine saying I hope I'm on the current project for the duration of the project and or for whatever hours I can get. Otherwise if it comes back on me: "Sorry James, you didn't put in your availability for the next week and I have nothing for you etc." I could be screwed and all that I've worked for gone. So now I have this hanging over my head all night. I'll be up at 9am calling the boss hoping he gets my message, or hoping I can speak to him before he gets the schedule out. Otherwise all I get on my next cheque is 33 hours and anything I saved up so far, is on my next cheque. If he doesn't get my availability then I could be out 50 hours. I know the schedule wasn't up for next week when I left..  

Now I have this thing over my head all night. I didn't even think about shoring up my hours for next week. I just assumed I'm on this project until it ends. The next 8 hours are going to be tough. I'm really sick over this thing. Thing is there are only a few of us doing this project. I'm pretty sure I'm signed up for the duration of the project and he hasn't said anything official. I've been coming in 1-10 all week. Thing is we have a lot of extra people now but only a few of us in from 1-5. Some just come in for limited hours. I'm going to call just in case. Anyway, that's all for now.